There is some truth to the fact that depression can make you feel as if your zombie walking through life. Waiting to get past the latest depression cycle and back to happier times is perhaps one of the great struggles of my life. You’re alive, and that is all right, but you can feel incredibly lost in all the negativity, and it puts you in a mood–a zombie mood.
I have felt like I am just walking through my days trying to find a way to survive this zombie-like feeling. I have been through the wringer lately. Depression, anxiety, panic attacks, and manic episodes are just some of what is my life at the moment. Not to mention, my lack of sleep is really affecting me.
I miss the happier days, and I am so busy lately that it is like life is passing me by again. I wake up worrying about the next thing, and I go to sleep in the same manner. I know things get better. Depression is not forever, and I am on some new medication that will hopefully be the bridge that needs to move forward with getting my depression back under control.
I always talk about “always keep fighting” something I took from the Jared Padalecki’s campaign, someone who has had his own struggles with depression, and AKF is more than just an idea. It is the life that so many of us live. So yes, I am going through this mental illness life like a zombie at the moment, but I will always keep fighting because it is the right thing to do.
Always Keep Fighting
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