So I know it’s been awhile since I’ve posted here. I have been working on getting better since I’ve been out of the hospital. Its definitely been a struggle. I’m … Continue reading How I’ve been…..
I have been a blogger for the past 3 years. i blog about the mental health community.
When everything goes to hell you just feel like everything is going to feel like the foes of hell or burning you from the inside out. I feel so helpless … Continue reading 12/5/19
so I am having another sleepless night. none of the nights this week have been been sleepless. but it is only Monday. I’ve had sleepless nights before and they haven’t … Continue reading Another sleepless night
so this week my rapist’s sister had made contact with me. she said that i showed up in her possible friends feed. now you see i’m very afraid that he’ll … Continue reading The past 2 weeks
no matter what I do I always feel somewhat helpless. So how do you get through it? I don’t really get through it easily or super healthy. You see I … Continue reading How to succeed with your recovery
So my doctor said I could start on CBD oil. I’m really proud of myself for not taking no as an answer and doing my research on it myself. If … Continue reading How I have been
Things have been warm at best with me. I’m getting real irritable. To be honest I don’t feel like myself. I feel like an alien in my body. I’m going … Continue reading How I feel today
today I sit wondering where my days have gone. I have been at home a lot more lately. so I have the time to think about what goes on in … Continue reading things that go on in my head
To my younger self, I know that things seem hard right now, but you will get through it. I do not doubt your ability. Look at six months ago when … Continue reading To my younger self
so today i have been thinking about talking to my counselor about going on to medical marijuana. i have been thinking about this for awhile and it takes a lot … Continue reading Medical Marajuana
Hello, depression lets talk. You tell me that nobody will want me. You tell me that I’m not good enough. No matter what I do you always have to cloud … Continue reading Hello to my depression
today i sit at home thinking about all of the things that i have done wrong. that’s when i realized that there are a lot of holes in my memory. … Continue reading SSI journey part 1